Produced by
Eyevory, 2011
Mixed by
Nils Völcker
Track 4-7:
Produced by
Frank Bornemann, 2010
Mixed by
Frank Bornemann
Mastered by
Matthias Adloff
Artwork & Website by
lakrizz
Published by
Eyevory
Additional Musician:
Jannes Waterstrat: Keyboards (4-7)
Track 1-3:
Drums recorded by „Schrödi“ at Absurd Studio Hamburg
Vocals & Flute recorded by Nils Völcker at Ni.V. Studio, Bremen
Remainder recorded by David Merz at Davids Place, Bremen
Track 4-7:
Recorded by Mirko Hofmann & Benjamin Schäfer at Horus Sound Studio Hannover
By virtue of your past you get the passion really fast
Your weakness for helpless creatures
faking you are warm, you got them wrapped up in your charms
floating through the air seems like a flair
not a bit of confidence
not a bit of understanding
not a bit of confidence
addiction to affection is whatcha love
you think you can control every person, every goal
the minute in your life, your mother stabbed you with her knife
your soul is just another, stuck in the wrong cover
wanting to be higher than you are makes you a lair
It’s finally open
How many times I almost turned to go
I know there‘s something coming
And my life feels over inside out
‘Cause I feel these bondages, I feel a force
It’s pulling my thoughts deep down in a cave
But just one step and I feel wonderful
A risk that’s full of grace
And now you can‘t stop me
‘Cause you never really got me
You‘re just the second to my best
I am the rock to your scissors
I’m the ocean to your rivers
I am done looking back
I will show you what I‘ve got
I’ve crossed into the open
My future fears dissolving as I go
I hear the laughter calling
Bringing back the light that I had lost
I can finally realize I’m the force
That makes my sorrows lose my trace
Another step and I feel wonderful
A risk that’s full of grace
I feel these bondages dissolving in the air
I sense it‘s coming
I’m taking destination anywhere
When you wonder why it seems
That the night feels so dark
And you are always the person who lives apart
There seems to be no way out
There‘s nothing you can find
But I will stand by you for the rest of your life
You can save yourself tonight
Defend and fight
Your fears and doubts inside
You don‘t need to be the victim of yourself
You‘ll feel free
It‘s the hardest life degree
If you wonder how that black bird
Could creep into your head
And if you wonder why weeping willows
Always look so sad
There seems to be no way out
There‘s nothing you can find
But I‘m here to remind you that birds can fly
I trust in you, you trust in me
Don’t suffocate yeah we feel free
Never opened up like this
Never felt such common bliss
And we fall into a state of unity
My dreams meet your desires – inner harmony
Just an instant away from your kiss
Just a footstep away from the crown
No doubts, no fear of hesitation
There’s a blind understanding – we are falling down
You lying here, me lying there
No thought, no feeling can compare
You feel my stare, I feel your smile
Like a hit of heaven for a while
It’s a godsend, you came along
I would’ve never written that song
Never felt my soul relax
Lost in thoughts and verbal sex
And we fall into a state of unity
My dreams meet your desires – inner harmony
Caught in two spaces
From careless and free do we enter serious places
What we have is strong
A meaningless word starts to fall takes control of it all
Laughing together
Then fight with each other
And now I’m surrounded by silence
Divided
Do I talk or do I listen
Get involved will it keep me divided
Do I love or do I hate it
Do I kick or do I save it
Divided
My eyes searching sorrow
If I had your fears what is it I’d want to borrow
He lives in his own world of music
He hides when I seek who’s afraid to be weak
In thoughts we feel closer
Words push us away
And now we’re surrounded by silence
How can I help him
How can I save him
How can I turn down the aggression …
La manera en que me abrazas,
Convierte en luz la oscuridad.
Tus caricias rozando mi piel,
Son espinas que ahogan mi hiel.
Y todo lo bueno que quedó, desapareció…
¿Ya no sientes mi dolor?
Soy yo quien tiene que aguantar al final,
Esperanzas que se romperán.
El dolor sangra en mi corazón,
Quédate, no te lleves la ilusión.
La manera en que tú me miras,
Tus ojos no dicen la verdad,
Me descubren que el amor se va,
Y grito tu nombre una vez más.
¿Ya no sientes nada por mi amor?
¿Ya no ves mi corazón?
I hide behind daylight
and the choice that it brings
Should I move on to new faces,
far beyond my mother’s wings
And live as a stranger,
connected only by a phone
All I’ve known at a distance,
starting over on my own
Like trains without stations
Lost losing patience
Never been here before
So I’m building my tower,
I’m building a home
Where I can be safe,
watching through my telescope
Cuz life from a far Never
leave scars I’m safer here alone
Maybe I should have changed in the long run
My mind is telling me that I got it all wrong
Maybe there is more that I should have done
to find where I belong
I’m climbing down this tower – leaving the past behind
Is there something that I have lost – that I could find
God only knows what made me stronger
God only knows what I did right
God only knows the reasons – and where they come from
I only want to know the reasons why
Take my open heart – just for you
It’s the only thing that I could give to you
I was a stranger – lost to my memories
I was a stranger to myself
I always thought that I should lock myself away
Until I found your help
Take this open heart just for you
It’s the only thing that I could give to you
Please don’t take my photograph
and put me away
Let me hear those words,
tell me that you’ll stay …